Beyond my heartbeat

I can feel my heart beat. Rain is coming down in buckets splashing against the tilted window. A slight wind comes through with a scent of trees and concrete. I walk towards it and open it even more just so I can lean my face over.

The streets are dead. All the windows are shut and I can hear nothing but the rain.

I move my hands onto my chest and close my eyes as I inhale. I can feel your Love.  Raindrops and tears merging and running down my skin.

I am at peace.

My other hand reaches out to you.

No doubts. No questions. No regrets.

A moment of completion and confidence that makes my soul whole again.